Over the years I’ve learned that under neath the pretty covers and the nice facade most are all the same. So many people selfish unable to think of anything but themselves. It has gotten to the point that I wonder if anyone is as they seem on the outside. Or are we all just complicated two sided beings? You have the ones that seem rotten and evil then you find out they are actually very sweet and loveable. Then you have the ones you are sure are safe and sweet,and they turn out to be the most malicious. WTF? I don’t understand these people at all. Though I can’t complain, I have trust issues everyone knows that by now and if they don’t they are lacking in the brain department.

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As many of you know, the lady Scott purchased Leo from and I have become very good friends. I started taking care of her webpage for her and we have grown close. Today she sent me a very cool email, though I will only share the part that brightened my day. I love this lady with all my heart.

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have gone by in the blink.

It seems unreal that just five years ago this morning my life,my family changed forever. I become so confused when this day saddens me. When seeing my friends with their family breaks my heart. Why? Because I can’t figure the reason behind it. My reaction the day my father passed away shocked me inside and out. I always told myself,and others that knew of the abuse,that I’d dance on his grave happy and joyful at the event. I learned something about myself that day. That I am not as hardened as I thought I was. I was not angry when he died, I was shocked,hurt and scared. I went as far as dropping in the floor in the shower and begging for forgiveness for him if there was the god he believed in. His death took so much from me. Mostly the anger, I no longer had anything to be angry at, nothing to hate or loath. It was such a strange feeling. I no longer had to wear the happy face around my family. I could be me, with out the challenge of pretending to care. Or so I thought.

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Okay so I joined a Yorkie board before getting Leo to make sure I knew what I was doing. I made a lot of inet pals there and then the opportunity came to join a Gift Exchange with them. Oh I jumped at the chance. I thought it would be so cool to send a gift to another Yorkie! So I joined the exchange and was given my Secret Buddy. (SB) And then the fun began,everyone started posting hints as to who their SB was. I was sure I had my figured out,but of course was not 100% sure. So when the box showed up it was a laughing matter as I had been telling Venus my (SB) that I knew it was me. Then on the last day as the package was to be delievered, another woman from Oklahoma fit all the hints to the SB of Venus and Jerome….. SO she and I made a deal to post as soon as one got the package. ALl the while we knew Venus was laughing at us. ha ha And then it came to the door and OMG we were so happy. She and Jerome (her yorkie baby) did such a wonderful job! And Scott made fun of me for how much I sent to my SB Peppee. ha ha Here are some photos and a list of the beautiful and thoughtful gifts we received as well as our buddies gifts we sent them.

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